The Good Shadow

Obligatory comment about how it’s been a while and I’m terribly sorry. Moving on.

I found this poem floating around my computer just now. I’ve no idea how old it is, but it makes me happy every time I read it. Tweaked slightly, here it is!

The Good Shadow

He is the creature who comes in the night

to clean the kitchen and return

that sock you lost in the laundry last week. He is

the hooded figure who slinks by you

in a darkly-lit alleyway with his hood up

when you’re dead drunk at 3 in the morning and

you just know he’s going to mug you or something

but he doesn’t, just

turns a corner and disappears. (He is

going that way to gently chastise

the man who had an entirely different idea. The man

is cowed, cries, gets back

on the road to being clean the next day.)

He is the one who whispers

into your ear in the middle of the night terrible

terrible things

but only so that you turn over

and hold your lover closer, tighter

than you have in months. He

is one of the many who move things around,

puts them where you’re sure you didn’t leave them,

but he alone puts them where they

should have bbeen in the first place.

He sets a floorboard creaking

in the dark; you

deadbolt the door for the rest of the week.

(The next night, somebody considers

breaking in, but chooses easier prey.

You sleep.)

 

When you turn on the tap and the water’s already hot,

that’s him. When tears fall and the kleenex box

is right there, that’s him. When you

get home that night at 3:30 and your keys are gone and

your roommates didn’t lock the door for once, that’s

actually just dumb luck, he was still busy. But

it could have been him.

 

He is not your guardian angel. He

is from somewhere else entirely.

He is here

because none of us is perfect. Nobody can

be truly selfless while shining brightly. Good deeds,

real ones,

are done from the shadows.

A soft laugh in the night

and he is gone,

back into the snowstorm

to rescue a housecat who was left outside.

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